Death uncertain

I don’t know if I will have the balls to walk towards a coming train

It all seems so crazy –

First my family then three decades of war against miss diagnosis

Now I’m fighting South island based true apathy

This is what is the problem with the his service –

I have taken to make room –

Not forgive. Peter and Jane Young!

But – I’m pretty sure I will do It anyway:

Laughing at the crazies or life!