The cunt had a gun trained on me, and she said don’t shoot.

That’s a major flashback

My family was shit.

I have been through all the worst things – iq 147 when I was living in Pirritte avenue

I still want to kill myselr

There is no healing from this.

I will go to similar cresant within 2 months – walk in front of the train ( fuck this shit

I thought life was ok when I thought I was lived but I wasn’t

My parents deciding that they would pretend they cared, even we might have to pretend it live

They had this conversation in front of me – I was very sucuidal idiots and not brain damaged