I keep on thinking about drinking – I’m going to wait till five o’clock after Lyn has been here and I will then go and buy a cider.

I have nothing else to do and it may bring a little bit of clarity.

The hospital is leaving me to my own devices – I think I had the injection last Thuresday.

I have a migraine and I think I should stop vaping –

I really should and if I had my wits about me I would travel to another part of the country.

Boyrgiiuse behaviour not really my thing : I’ve been hit so many times and I’m wondering if I have a head injury –

Twenty five milligrams of haladol

Fuck that – I am no longer angry

I just have a deep sense of sadness –