I can kill myself here on the weekend. I don’t think staff come here during the weekend.

It will take till Saturday – till I have had enough.

I should go on 1000 mg epelim :

Why bother don’t on Monday of if I can be bothered.

Why do I think about this tree and the open window.

Today is the start of my suscuide –

I’m still very depressed but so glad to be out of stokes valley

Fuck that place and I might go to Woolworths – no drinking allowed in this place.

I need weights – dumbbells ( and it will take time to get them