You will kill yourself with a couple years of therapy.

I will kill myself when ever it feels right

Therapists don’t care and logically I already know as I am at 147

And I don’t care about anything least of all

Myself –

Why have I not done it today

Just looking 👀

At the rail way tracks

I am not gay nor am I bisexual –

I am a straight man who has been very fucked uo by abuse ,

I am wishing I had borderline rather than DID.

I’m fucked beyond belief

My money will run out in a it will never go away – this depression couple of weeks then I will be treated with derision by the cunts of the working classes, which do exist. They won’t care that I am physically disabled.

Nono e sees the bigger picture

And I’ve sometime of pure depression –