I am beginning to feel

Like myself /

More so every day and I have had red this sense of impending doom

Some girl smiled at me and I bought the glasses that everyone who is middle class wears out here.

The class system is very real to everyone who is under 135 –

It’s a total illusion ‘of course ‘ but the average to bright believe it.

You’re never going to survive unless you go a little crazy.

She was stoned and I gave her a vape.

I am still very depressed and just new to talk to people :

I think the psychologist may work

Why is my mood shit all the time?

What weee those periods where I thought I was hyper manic.

I cannot stop talking and I’ve been hyper manic a few times

Two with certainty

I’ve obviously bipolar 2 as well.

That explains why I was venerable around my family

And did all that stuff really happen, or am I skitso effective?

I am so confused but at Jesse I’m improving as the days go on

Court tomorrow