DID is not a personality disorder – I should go to the Hutt valley today, but I cannot really be fucked. I need a shower and a shave today.

I havnt given a shit about this for ages – it is Friday in my subconscious and this is really the day I should kill mysekf, but in fifty percent recovered and I just heard nature – a bird saying ‘please don’t kill yourself’

How can I do this?

It’s DID – Simon

Your parents didn’t give a fuck and once I was happy to be borderline –

I’m not but I’m pleased that I’m more functional than I thought I was when I was skitso and just became a drink.

No onedee – and they thought I had a head injury

Tbi – I’m sure I had one ( I was fucked for several months –

I have even fractured my skull

I will now kill myself and it will have to be tomorrow, after court.

The police – I’m not sure how they fit there so fast and I remember them saying I was on the search and severance order – what the actual fuck and why?

I have eaten too much recently and I’m getting fat – who cares?

It’s the area – stiles valley and the other guy remembers me being a window cleaner