O wish I could escape from how crazy I was : some people have empathy others do not and I have been told to fuck off by many people

What the fuck was wrong with me

Why did I stop taking epelim?

Because I listen to my bad with I’m them in it

I have not been confused but I’m beginning to feel a little better

I’m still not well but the sense of impending doom has lessened

I thought I would kill myself but I’ll probably get better.

I fucking hope so and I want to reconnect with people

I remember when Dionne was nearly raped at the botanical gardens

A cop want me and I couldn’t remember it

We never talked about it

I had repressed the whole thing

Did this happen or is it delusion

It’s hard to figure out what happened and what is delusion

I have been delusional a describes and even been things that canthh by ave been the ievlooking at a group of gang members across the cell frommevwhen there wee no windows

I also killed seven million seagulls which wee African I I hate Ugandan people

Fucking crazy

I’m sad that I didn’t get help