This depression will not leave me – fuck feel bad

I wish I had manic depression and I was a drinker

I has an ok time for a few years then I had to fight the psychiateic system

Years of miss diagnosis and I have been reporting all the abuses I have experienced for decades.

I want to get drunk and think – fuck it but I’m too old

Every tinny feels like it’s foreseen

That why I thought I could see the future

My inner ex protector who is teing to keep us alive – I really am Simon he just said, but you keep defaulting to the negative