They will not let me Caesar Atweia inside

I’m too fucked yo to take that conversation with the guy who was going to accept me into his flat

I should have gone there if I had had a good life –

I havnt though and I am fucked yo because of what my father did to me – 90 percent of it and my mother slept with me when I was 11 and she was drunk

Everyone hates me and I am not even borderline / I have dissociation identy disorder and maybe I should move the fuck to Auckland to get away from all these people who have seen me have a breakdown?

A year to recover physically but obviously I have had a serious physical injury

I’m physically disabled

I’m living my life on painkillers

I hate that office

I wish for nothing but death

Everyone thinks I’m skitso

I’m very much not skitso

Is that a good thing?

My protector says it makes no difference, what you have to remember is that everyone is scared of you because have been and are so random