It is not just the area I hate. I hate where I am spiritually

I will hate Wellington as well and when I get to Atweia I will think I would have preferred to be in Jackson Streer

If I ger the Island Bay one don’t take it

Court will send you to probation only

As the judge hopefully will have been through the mental health courts.

If it is a young judge then I am fucked.

They never are young

I am still depressed, but now I know that these people here are cunts and they will not talk to me

Good because I don’t want to talk to them either

If I had my debit card. I would just book another hotel

Moana – because they are business owners

But I’ll break a mirror there and go and kill Vern or my father so don’t go there

I’ll have a few days of homelessness – great as I do not have my debit card, sent to me yet

This is so pathetic that it is not funny and I’ll buy a proper vaporiser –

And but a six pack

My phone I am not sure where I charge it, except I’ll have to get a haircut then charge it

I’ll be cold so what then try to get into Atweia

Hopefully I only have one night of homelessness

I cannot believe this

So I cannot stay till Thursday

Why even ask ?

I have gone to eat enough and now I’m acting stupid