I should probably just have fucked off –

What am I keeping the money for anyway?

If my father and brother are at my funeral I will not care because my concilysnesss won’t be here

I’ll go 1.30

I hate this bitch called Lyn

I’m cannot believe I am even expected to find a flat

I cannot do this right now emotionally

Maybe I should go homeless?

Maybe I should?

That seems stupid

I’m not listening to anyone except myself

Delaying the inevitable which is death by self

Yip I also know I am doing this

I’ll wear a shirt today underneath my top

Fuck I need some new clothes

I’ll wear the back jeans never

Because I had a visible breakdown

I have had several

Drinking I don’t even want to do that