I have totally fucked myself im Wellington – people are looking at me strangely, and I really cannot believe bothered going through this again.

I am now sitting in Courtenay place waiting for a bus –

I am safer moving out of Wellington – I can not go to Newtown again, especially as I know all the streets people now.

Waiting for a bus into Island Bay –

It’s better if I fuck off and go backpacking

It’s better if I get this place, but I’m very concerned I have had several viable breakdowns and something I have done or said whilst psychotic and dissociative

Will come back to fuck me up.

I am now dressed like a conservative

I am wearing Kathmandu clothing.

I slept at the place just down the road –

Fuck court – I have bigger problems