I have just had some more chocolate – 🍫

I am feeling very bad and my depression is very bad.

Can I remember to take my meds?

I probably think so –

I will probably it’s a definite certain that I won’t chill

And for some reason I want to go to the soup kitchen, to feel bad about myself – then kill myselr

Maybe I can extend the night to Saturday at Willis and try it on Thuresday night, directly after court?

Laugh Nono will not be able too

We have extended life as much as we can, and we have had flashbacks of more abuse.

I’ll just have to do flatting – that’s what I think logically, but I always come back to similar cresant

With a bottle of booze, and then walking in from of a train :

I’ve remembered much abuse

I don’t know why my parents thought they could do this.

Brain washing – chill

I am very fucked uo right now.

I have no support and tge Braithwaite Streer place was wrong for me.

CY I am sorry – I cannot go on much longer :

Apologies and I repressed your existence for decades – I understand why you don’t want to know me.

Repression – I learnt growing up as it was a good idea to forget in the morning and carry on

My head used to hurt quite a bit

When Noreen left he teammates me badly again

Just don’t want to know

Th cricket bat changed me as did the accident

But it was the cricket bat that caused most of the damage

So I have remembered father.