Thank god – the booking has been made at the Willis hotel – I rant to check today, and the apazz on reservations didn’t know what I was talking about.

I need to get out of this area and Atweia is not the place that I should go.

I should go flatting and I need a job and it will take a year to come right, so Atweia will force me to move away, because I will be known at skitso when and if I live there

My family are all dead and I am an ex pissed and I probably have brain damage.

I’m almost certain I do – probably about five percent of damage.

I’ll have to keep away from drinking now forever –

It’s impossible to tell but the reality it isn’t

Symbolism exists –