I want the Island Bay place

My story is I have complex PTSD

I have sent some inquiries to flats shared

I want to go to the death market and kill myself –

Disprins – my quest is that I will buy some at some stage and probably to be honest just jump in front of a train

It has to be similar cresant because that is where everything began to go wrong –

I started to remember what my parents had done to me.

I also went crazy but OSDD isn’t too bad an illness.

It’s basically ptsd with switching

At least I know I’m not borderline – life was pretty normal between my mother and myself till nine.

My life has been fucked and I have lived for fun the. Work

Now I can no longer work it’s a mystery how I supposed to carry on

Similar cresant train coming towards me and Nono e will be able to save me

It is the best thing to don

Atweia has not accepted me –

No viewings today and someone must have decided no

Maybe I’ll find out next week

I’m down in the dumps today

I cannot even get a hug

I don’t want to talk to anyone

Jumping is faster and if I took disprins it would take two days to die. Why not just speed things up

Of course I’ll go and check out exactly where then I’ll have a rock solid plan.

I’ll have to catch a train to the cresant and find the best place to position myself in front of the train

This Friday is good but I will try and stay alive

Island Bay studio I really want that one