So I had wanted to go today –

I have been given two more days which means I’m going to the Willis at $700 a week.

Sure there are cheaper places around, but I do not know any area but Wellington –

I’m fucked but at least I’ll have the Willis and I’ll avoid the soup kitchen till I have to go there.

An address for court and all going to my alters plan I will just go to jail

I won’t even be pissed off.

I really can’t remember what he said – but it’s clear he wants me to go to jail

Laughing at this guys many attempts on my life and why do I even listen to him?

He assures me he is feeling emotional- and I have relied on him for years.

I’m reaching the end of my life and now even though they say I won get jail

I’m sure I will and I’ll ok have so many criminal donnections which I think he wants as I’m sure he then wants to go to the Emoure and be a drug dealer

My body is fucked

I would have preferred the disprins option

I can still do this and if I get stupid shit and I’m allowed to go home on Thuresday, when court is – I’ll take an OD

I couldn’t really buy shit loads of disprins here today, as stokes vally is a small place, and someone would have told the people who work here eventually

I really want to kill myselr I. Private – the Willis is a good place to do it

I’m only delaying the I evtable death that I have coming up

Fuck being a drug dealer!

There is nothing I can do work wise with these injuries :

I’m retired –

It will all be over in a couple of weeks since I first got here