It will all be over pretty soon.

All this topping myself stuff is real and I’ll soon stop writing

I’ll be too depressed to go and look at any flats except this one today. Lyn again – and the reality is that I have two bad tenancy rulings against me.

I’ll not get a flat and I have tried before.

Of course I’m not a gang member and I have never been I. Jail but people want professional also, not nut jobs –

I’m pretty much a nut job ‘ thanks to my family

My brother left home at 14 and he told me to had out soon after –

He we’ve. Apologised about teing to kill me with that pillow and told me our parents had put him up to it.

I thought him mad.

My brother has had a better life than me –

He wasn’t abused by them both

I wa and WHY was I abused?

Physically, mentally, violently, and the emotionally manipulates for years.

Till the accident – they didn’t talk to me for two years after this, then again they pretended to care after my breakdown. At 24

UTU ?

I don’t think so,

What so I want?

A place to stay tonight and it must be Moana then I will go to the Willis and have dinner o go to the soup kitchen?

No I won’t but I will be hungry

I wish they would hurry up and kick me out.

The ward is full of shit.

I suppose I will have to ask am I been asked to leave today