I’m thinking I just have depression with repression.

That’s what I used to think anyway deep down underneath it all – at the subconscious level.

Now I know what really is and it is a dissociation disorder which I believe is pretty much the second worst one anyone can have next to borderline.

I should be catching the bus and I believe that the last guy I spoke to knows people.

At least he knows I’m not a racist which is

Important –

I’m going to have a shit day and I’m now going to buy a long term vape with fluid.

I’ll need one when I go to the Willis – it’s not a stupid idea

I really canno be fucked going into stokes valley again

I’ll have a drink of birth on – I’ll have two of them.

Who cares if they notice at the half way house – I am to be kicked out today anyway.