I will be kicked out today – for sure : then bridge for two days –

I might as well kill myswlf but I have decided to try and stay alive.

Saturday will be the worst as I won’t know what to do during the day.

My oldest alter is saying go to the soup kitchen and you’re stupid, as you are too unfit.

My father refuses to help or even reply to my email as does my brother and my cousins have depression or ignored me.

It’s amazing how I am the puritan of my family.

They all hate me as Peter has been doing a hash job on me for decades.

How do I kill myself?

Or is it too late, considering I have already recovered so much mentally?

I will be kicked out today and I think this Ami’s gre Di by

I wish they would hurry up and kick me out –

There is duck all point looking at flats when I have bad tenancy from two times of being sick.

I will kill myself probably and I don’t know why I have decided to stay alive –

Maybe hail is quite a good option?

Maybe I’ll walk down Cuba Streer , even though the head alter ( oldest alter ), does not want me too.

Everything seems pointless –

I think someone left when I said I had to go to court on the ninth

Maybe I’ll fee a few months in jail

Laugh – I don’t even know what I said, as I dissociated.

I wish court was today, and I’ll be running at 2 percent again when I go to jail

Hopefully I’m killed in there by a racist