I will be asked to go this morning – this sucks and there is no point in coming back here.

I’ll leave about 12 midday which seems correct.

The psych team says I have been accepted here for another week, but Lyn says I have.

Just exactly – what the fuck is Lyn up too?

This woman obviously has an agenda – it’s obvious to me know that I have had another day to process.

I process at night mostly

It’s 6.30

I’ll not come back tonight and I’ll buy a big cape from no where –

I’ll just get one from the vape shop here in stokes valley.

This is the most unhappy I have ever been – this last week,

The police will know I am homeless and maybe they will check on me?

Hopefully I can keep away from the Māori Wardens, who always say SCM

My life has fallen apart, but I am still intelligent.

How much damage did the alters and me take?

During the last hit and run?

Thanks for not coming to see me father –

Laugh – he just carried on and probably went to golf.

I will be angry soon and this is good as I have been accepting of everything untill today.

A bit of anger will not destroy me, but rather it will help me

Spur me into action

Where the fuck are my friends?

I cannot believe they have circled around Gareth ‘who raped me several times’

I’ve was raped by that skitso in pineview rok and I was raped by the gut in the squat

My arse – are people kidding?

I’ve never raped anyone and I cannot believe people would do this

I have even been to the police except for about my father who absolutely lied and hates me

I remember him hitting me doubtless times and even once with the cricket bat that wa in my wood

I’m bound to have had some brain damage