I have just been to the cafe and had a Diet Coke. Then I cam back and has a codeine because my body is wracked with pain – I’m envisioning walking down the street with my pack in twenty mins :

I’ll have to charge my phone

Today is really going to piss me off and upset me

Death day – Friday.

I walked past the pharmacy

I’ll buy disprins when I go today, as it’s by the bus.

Sowemarkets scare me and I’m still very ill –

I cannot believe that the people here are doing this to me.

I declared war on sciopaths a few months ago or was it last year.

My end is probably coming up

I may get another week here, but it’s fifty fifty

I am so depressed and now I know how bad it is, but I’ve accepted it

Fuck it – if I had gone to Mona I wouldn’t have killed myself, but then I was told by the psychiateic team I would have an extra week, but they tell me that here I do not.

Who the fuck am I supposed to believe?

I am too fucked to go flatting and jail on the ninth is a real possibility if I don’t have a place to stay.

I cannot believe this after all the various criminal things that have been done to me.

It feels like everyone wants me to be the fall guy

Get rid of the victim

Laugh – excellent and I’ll not survive much longer

I’ve accepted it