Constantly teing to get love from my parents who must have thought me stupid as it was obvious that they didn’t care.

It’s amazing how his can duck one up. It would be good if I just had depression and hadn’t had all these breakdowns.

If only I was medicated and had had therapy thirty years ago.

Nono e will believe me if what I always thought.

And Harkness – I cannot believe you diagnosed skitso

They didn’t even believe in MPD in my day

Only in America –

I remember that girl who killed herself

She was intelligent and all she did was argue with the shrinks who kept putting her meds up because they saw her pissed off.

She had DID, and not akitsophrenia.

I will have a night to myself which will spur me into action

I’ll probably go and have a shower tomorrow morning too soon

I have two flats to look at tomorrow

There has been a fuck up here and I cannot stay

Kick me out at 8.30 in the morning please.

I’ll try and rebook that Mana one.

$220 – it will make some memories come back as it is plimerton – where I grew up until five.

I don’t know why I’m bothering to heal myself any further but I’ve been doing it all week.

Maybe I should just continue to heal?

Why ?

Who am I doing It for?

My self I suppose

Maybe I’m not that damaged?

Just my body

Maybe I’m 100 percent right.

I will know after plimerton

I’m not staying under the bridge and maybe jville is a better place to stay tonight and tomorrow night?