Things are feeling better –

I know this is only temporary

Things will go to the bad soon and I have had codiene an hour ago.

I have had depression for months and months – I guess I have finally figured out that I will be homeless.

I will have just enough money to go to the Willis and the reality is I should not go to jvilke till Saturday – Ōtaki?

Who cares ?

I will be panicking tomorrow in the bar at Lower Hutt , so I will just go to the supermarket and buy two cans or cider

Or course I’ll want more

Plans and maybe my iq is only 100

These is an alter who is still smarter than me and I think he is 137 now as opposed to 149 which he was in my twenties .

Laugh – I am so damaged and Atweia is the correct place for me to go

I have just had a vape and I can tell I will get angry with the psychologist because of my actual damage and I am now aware that I have quite a bit