No refirming stuff growing up

No hugs – and it’s amazing I do not have sociopathy

But I think the oldest other is a sociopath – he actually is I would say

That’s what he was till he processed the emotions we feel

He is in shock and wants to kill himself

We do what we like

I feel depressed too

This DID stuff is fuckef and I cannot believe what Jave and Oefee did to me ‘growing up’

If s not that they don’t care

Have spent care, and Peter actually hated me.

Growing up I would cry and think he doesn’t love me, but now it’s obvious the old prick actually hated me.

One cannot survive if they know this – a girlfriend will not help

And years of having a good time and the. Getting into work have killed me- finally

Finally I know the truth –

No one cares in my entire family

I cannot continue and or this place didn’t have people manning it – respite ( I would do and by some booze and disprins and do it today

Friday is death day –

I wish my efposss cars was not cancelled

I cannot pay for the Willis without a card and I’ll be homeless

I will not be able to be house when I try it

But I will be dead fairly shortly

Where is a good place to do it?

I have a depo due today, but that is not an antidepressant.

I will not recover from this

My body is broken –

Broken knees which are not the problem – it’s my back