My worst fear is being homeless – but the Empire in Petone would have had extremely rough types living there. I would have found trauma, and tried to heal a sociopath –

Which I have tried before and these people like to fuck with your emotions as soon as they realise that your vulnerable to emotional attack

Fuck sciopaths

I have tried for years with my father – an actual sciopath

I have had enough and it will be over soon

I have to be accepted here and I will not be – there is a dinner in the microwave

I’m not staying in stiles valley tomorrow and I will be kicked out tomorrow.

I’ll go and stay at the bridge and buy some booze – even though I don’t like drinking

Things will look a bit better with booze in me –

I cannot believe this is happening