I’ll go to Willis and I have just booked in Sunday – Friday, then hopefully I will be recovered enough ( deep depression ), to go backpacking – Palmerston is booked except for the Railway ( I think )

I’ll travel to Auckland and I’m a few weeks of months after being homeless unless they have a night shelter ( that’s all I’m really good for now ), and I am too depressed to look for a flat –

I will be homeless for a couple of days – ( I’ll be kicked out of Greco tomorrow )

My depo is due today, and there is no point looking at flats today

I am too traumatised –

It’s been pure hell for about two years.

It’s a temporary solution going backpacking

I want to speak to the lawyer who is representing me in court but I do not know his name.

I hope I don’t have to stay in Wellington

My feeling is I will recover my confidence as the weeks and months go on

Fuck – No support from anyone

I cannot go back to my trade as it was killing me.

Everyone in Wellington thinks I’m a joke – they don’t care about my family history ;

People don’t usually look at the big picture :

I am teing to eat alive and this is difdixukt