The balcony – yes please ‘jumping would be so much easier and what if the train stopped with me walking in front of it or worse I bounced off injuring myself more

Balcony it is

I cannot believe how depressed I am

Neurosis and they are asking me to exit soon

I have more flats to look at tomorrow

I cannot really cope with how I am feeling

Emotions – what are they?

Overriding desire to end and I have a new plan – better than the train which to be honest scares the shit out of me

I wish my antidepressants weee 20 instead of 19

There is a guy in here who is simpleton normal and he’s bright ( same as me )

I’m wary of him