Ibeillnkillmmyself ifbibttybti finfkstting especially without antidepressants

I’ll not cope with ell – could die today why can’t I die?

A train from jvilke to paraparamy

Yip I’ll kill mysekf

Seems so final

But I can see no other way

A bottle of bourbon and DID is fucked .

I have DID – and academic counting is going backwards

I cannot cope much longer