So I’m getting ready for sleep

My meds please

Laugh – all the good they will do

I cannot stomach reality

Reality bites as sobrittenvtimotoes

I cannot and will not continue

Continuing seems silly

A walk to the train station

Christ I’m tired and I really cannot be bothered but I’ll have to do it

My inevitable demise continues for another few days and I’ll try to stay safe till court

A minor charge,

With luck I’ll be thrown in jail

Murdee nubs gangster would be preferable to killing mysekf

Fuck knows what I’m on about but why am I still alive?

I did I survive and why am I so embarrassed?

I’m embarrassed that these nurses know some of my history

History I enjoyed at school

But killing nest with broken lips was suscusting