She knew I had DID thirty years ago – she had it too.

She killed herself after the shrink and her constantly argued –

I just had some lunch :

Joel is fucking me off ( no end )

Why can’t I go next door?

Because Tony little John wrote that I’m a violent sociopath and I must be housed in the most secure area.

What a motherfucker.

We have all agreed before dosing that it is a good idea to kill ourselves.

I didn’t t think we would get agreement from half of them, but they all agree.

A train – probably Similar Cresant just past or before – I’ll have to walk a bit

This is a pretty certain why of dying

But I thought that when jumping in front of of that truck and drinking paint thinners

I can’t even believe I ate – comfort food

Pizza and ice cream – I avoided the vegetarian options

I want to die so badly because there is no place for me