Joel is trying his hardest to fuck me off – I’ve made plans and I’m going to do it

Khaiwhara or Similar Cresanr

I might go to paraparmu and then jump

I refuse to get a fuck first – I have just had enough

The most functional mental illness in the world – multiple

I will kill myself and its a shame that tge monster drink hasn’t given me a heart attack

I had a blood pressure of 161/145 last time

I have had enough –

I have had enough for real

There is no place for me to go

And I will be kicked out of a flat unless I get some anti depressants

I have made a plan

Jumping off the majestic centre is stupid- one cannot even get to the top and there are layers to this building

It will no kill me

Maybe poison, laugh – I have tried that and it will probably just give me brain damage and will definitely make me vomit and froth

I want to push a button and cease to live

Mayb a shi fun to the head?

But I’ve seen a Rocco of a guy who survived with half a head

Joel is cleaning his room saying tgereviscsoiif everywhere

I want to die