I want to kill myself and this is certain – a train with a few burdening in me

I have made a plan. Just north of Kiwharara or how ever it is spelt.

I’m staying in my room –

Court next week

The internal dialogue is quieter this morning

Although the youngest one just said I’m scared Simon

We all are – I’m retired as my body is broken.

My back has been broken several times.

Why cannot I die?

It would majecsence – my body has taken too much damage

I’ll do it soon

Maybe I will go to prison and be killed ?

I kind of hope so

I wish die a quick release