I have taken months of depression – my life is now meaningless :

Transfer to a new city

Would have been on the cards a couple of weeks ago

They refuse to do it

I’m depressed as all fuck –

Cam is the team leader of this place

Some butcher told me it was a weird question when I asked who the team leader was

We have a new transfer to this unit

Things will be messy for a few days

No shrink will come in to see me till Monday

I’m so depressed that I’m considering ending it all for the world

Why are they being such cunts to me?

I’m very DID – haven’t I been through enough trauma already?

Some bastard keeps writing down I’m a sociopath when I have been told by tens of shrinks that I am not

I hate these people

I want to move so badly that this not funny.

No family support – no friends

I’m not winning and maybe I’m a bad person

The thing is no one wants to know a DID person

I want to cry again

But I mostly want some pain killers

Paula I have asked some from

She will forget –

Why did that Somoan spit in the garden twice ?

That’s disgusting –

Ii was trigger enjoy a cigarette

No doubt the new guy will have a go at me too

I want out of here and I’ll travel to get the fuck away from here

A try hard gangster is what this new guy will be

Brilliant – this is just like being in jail

The cops are here

Some don’t keeps sending in shit once cops saying I’m a coats

Thanks Dr Maria – you cancer ridden and woke have had a painful death bitch

I’ll wait till five till I get a smoke

Jarrod is the new guys names

I hope to fuck it’s not Jarrod Young

I hate that guy and I should never have allowed him to flat with me

Who is this new bastard?

Please don’t let it be Jarrod Young !

The most unforgiving types are people who refuse to forgive people who have had breakdowns

The truth is coming out – now these cops know that I’m not a sociopath

I wish they would stop trying to arrest me!

Why does some motherfucker keep ringing them saying I’m a sociopath?

People are cunts

I’ll kill myself very shortly

It’s not Jarrod Young – thankfuck!

I want things to change and why can’t I get a home from housing NZ?

My injuries prohibit me working and paying my own way

I’ll get a bebit card single