It would have to be Hoel wouldn’t it?

From bad to worse. Lina please forgive me if what I want to put out there.

I hope she isn’t reading 📖 this

I want to leave her alone for good, no because I don’t love her but because of how horrific I have been when I’ll.

I cannot remember if I sent her this link or not?

I don’t think I have – some compulsion to write, very publically too as I do not have Medium or Substack, which can be made private, or at least one can hide behind a paywall –

O have jus had a cigarette which was good, and I once just vaped, but the vapes are very weak