High –

I don’t mind getting older, but I hate the highs that come with my illness. Bipolar is a bitch to live with – and I get paranoid too.

I worry about a lot of stuff which most people don’t worry about.

I hate drugs but sometimes I drink myself stupid.

I looked at a flat yesterday, and the landlord thought I had just got out of jail –

I could have gone to jail quite a few times – ( my psychiatric status saved me every time )

I’m still a bit high – recovery from mania, and ill have to be careful for the next two months while I recover –

Its an incremental thing ( recovery )

I can’t believe I’ve a son

His mother is pretty famous.